Honesty is the best policy
Hey guys I am finally back with another blog. I have been unwell for the last few days and that is why I never managed to write any blogs for almost a week. I will hopefully be better for Christmas and I’ll be hopefully blogging more by then too.
This blog will be about my most toxic friendship ever and how I am sick of seeing blogs clearly aimed at me by this person that don’t include all of what actually happened.
I am so done with the situation to be honest but I feel like I need to address this again as I feel like I’m never gonna escape it. Basically I had a friend called Ashleigh who I started talking to on Twitter in January last year. Things started off so well and we were always on the same wave length but it changed after I developed feelings for her. It’s unreal how badly things went after this but I still have no idea what changed for this to happen.
Her blog posts and tweets about the situation that was on and off for well over a year miss out so much of the truth and that is what annoys me so much. The arguments we had were by far the most brutal ones I’d ever been involved in but they were so avoidable. I will always admit that I made mistakes and contributed to the problems but the thing is that in her blogs it’s like she was absolutely innocent. I have now lost all respect for her because of this and it’s a shame because I once thought of her as someone who could have been a best friend for a long long time.
I am fully aware of what I done wrong and what it caused her to feel but there’s so much that was felt by me too and this is always missed out.
These things happened to her:
Being sick frequently
Being scared to say how she felt
Being scared to open up
However, these things happened to me and she has never admitted this in any blog or tweet about the situation:
Turning to alcohol due to stress
Being scared to leave the house
Being scared to say how I felt
Being scared to meet people
Being scared to tweet
My social media getting stalked for over a year
I am so saddened that this goes unmentioned by her because I’ve always mentioned how she felt so why can’t we both be adults and admit our mistakes? I would have been blogging months earlier as it was Ashleigh talking about her blog that made me start to believe that it would be something that I’d be good at. She also mentioned Youtube and I started to think about maybe returning to Youtube too. That never happened because I ended up busy with my relationship and now my blogging and work on top of that too so I’d never have the time to make Youtube content anymore.
I have nothing more to say about this siutation and I will not be unblocking her on Twitter again as I can’t put myself through hell again. I have moved on and my life is going great now as I am a much stronger person with a drama free life. I will only be focusing on my girlfriend, family, friends, work and my blogging.
Thank you for all of the support on my blogs guys. Thank you for reading.
Honesty is the best policy