How Organised Is My Life?-20/2/18

How Organised Is My Life?-20/2/18
Hey guys I am back with another blog and this one is gonna be about my life and how organised it is. I want to show you guys that you can still manage your situation even if your life isn’t very organised like mines.

In my life the only thing that is probably organised right now is my blog schedule. I give myself Mondays to Thursdays to write my content so I can give myself Fridays and Saturdays off from writing and then Sundays are purely just for uploading. I feel like this system allows me to have some rest so that I have the energy to go again when I need to write new content.
However, as far as the rest of my life goes it’s not very organised at all.
My sleep pattern has been okay for a couple of weeks but I know without any fault of my own that can mess up any day as this has been the case since I was 16 years old. I wish I wasn’t immune to sleeping tablets or other ways of combating sleep issues but I always have been and nobody has ever figured out why.
I am back to not having a job again too as I lost mine nearly a month ago now. I was frustrated at losing it but I was never gonna last in a place where management didn’t understand my Asperger’s or treat me as well as anyone else either. I was also never given enough work to do and I only ever wanted to do more and make much more progress as I am a very ambitious person. As a result of being unemployed I am relying on the last of the money I earned from that job therefore my spending has to be very minimal right now and I also can’t make plans incase any interviews come up from the jobs I have been applying for.
I also have an endoscopy on March 6th to find out whether I have an ulcer in my stomach or any other problems that have been causing the sickness and pain I’ve suffered again recently. I hope I get clear answers very quickly from this as I want to be free of illness and I want to be able to eat different foods without being in fear that I will feel sick. I have struggled with stomach problems since I was still a teenager and I am now 3 months away from turning 24. It isn’t normal for someone to struggle with illness on and off for so long and for nothing to be wrong.
As stressful as all of this sounds it’s good for me to only be able to plan things day by day. I find that planning too far ahead only creates bother as you try too hard to make sure everything goes to plan whereas if you just relax and take things day by day you will be far happier in life. I hope you guys realise that focusing on the present and not the future is very important and can impact your life for the better.
Thanks for reading my posts and supporting me as always guys. I couldn’t do it without you all.

0 thoughts on “How Organised Is My Life?-20/2/18

  1. Seems like you have some things going on but you have a plan and a good attitude going forward, I hope that everything works out for the best.
    Side note. I work for a place that makes medical devices for endoscopic procedures… wonder if you’ll be lucky enough to have some of our products inside you. Sounds kinky huh?

  2. I relate to this post so much! I am currently in between jobs and I haven’t been able to sleep much at all this past month. Sleeping pills only keep me awake all night so I am going to be looking into other ways to help me sleep! And I hope all goes well and you don’t have an ulcer! I hear those really stink.
    -Chelc

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