Growing up as me-18/3/18
Hey guys I am with a new blog and this one is about my life growing up and what it was like for me. I am now nearly 24 but I’ve been through a lot so in this blog I want to pick out a few things from throughout my life and discuss them.
So the first thing about my life that I wanna discuss is how it started. I was born 13 days late therefore my birthday should be the 17th of May and not the 30th. I feel like this is the reason I can barely sleep now too. I clearly loved a snooze before birth therefore I need to balance it out now. I was also struggling with breathing problems too so my life didn’t really start out too well.
Growing up with Asperger’s Syndrome was so bad too. I couldn’t act like the other kids in school so I was always isolated and picked out for being rather different from everyone else. This lead to a lot of bullying and being upset almost constantly and it ruined my development in life so much. I feel like I’m making up for lost time these days but my school years are ones I’d rather forget about.
I also grew up in a family where we didn’t have an awful lot of money. I come from a rather working class family where a lot of my uncles were building site workers and as I’ve had a lot of nerve damage in my left shoulder I couldn’t follow up in their footsteps. I am probably one of the physically weaker males in my family but I make up for that with having the mental strength and drive to do my absolute best in life.
In high school I developed a bit more and began to gain a little control of my Asperger’s Syndrome. Due to this I was also able to cope with all of my classes very easily and this allowed me to be free of not needing a support teacher there all of the time to help me. I managed to pull out great results in my 4th year exams too after a bad start to the year so as a 16 year old I wasn’t doing too badly.
I’d rather forget about my 5th and 6th year though as both of these went below average at best. I lost the ability to sleep consistently which ruined my physical health a lot. I was in such a bad place mentally and when I turned 19 as I’ve explained before I was at my suicidal worst. I’m so lucky to be alive when I think back and ever since I’ve been much stronger mentally and this has only continued even more to the present day.
I had more mental problems in 2015/2016 but I’ve moved on past them and when I stopped drinking alcohol in April 2017 I made the best decision of my life. I’ve had no mental blips at all and began to recover physically. I’m now at my peak and I am looking forward to the rest of 2018 and beyond. I’m so happy with my achievements which include lasting 14 months and onwards in a relationship as well as everything with my blogs. I want to build something special with my blogging and I feel like I have the effort levels and motivation to achieve what I want from blogging.
Anyway guys this has been a short discussion of my life. I am to provide you guys with more updates in the future and hopefully I can keep up with providing positive vibes for you all too.
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Growing up as me-18/3/18